If you let me put it a little into ya
For so long I've been tryin' to get into ya
Let me in your brain I'll be in your heart
I'll be that good thing that you just can't put down
For so long I've been tryin' to get into ya
Let me in your brain I'll be in your heart
I'll be that good thing that you just can't put down
Tuesday, April 04, 2006, 2:45 AM
haiis.
i woke up...
and don hav idea why i feel so stress up.
haiis.
i just don knoe how to solve all my fucking problems.
how i wish i don hav.
like the changing thingy.
do you like all knoe what because of what you told all told me made me feel that you all don want to be my friends.
whenever i got close with you all.
i would think of what you all told me.
i feel hard changing back.
and feel hard to stay as the same brenda.
i am trying very hard to be happy everyday.
my laughter is gone.
all i knoe is going to school...
is to let my parent see i got go to school.
and studying hard too.
i don knoe why i can't i be studying hard.
then slacking in class.
Mid-year exam coming.
i am scared..
afraid.
that i will disappointed my parent.
they ask me why didn't i ask them to let me hav another chance to continue playing piano?
is not i donwan.
it had been the second time...
i fail my grade5...
i don hav confidence that i will pass the next time round.
i dunwan to disappoint you all.
so i turn to give up.
i really can't bear to give up learning piano.
but i really wasting your money.
and like what you all say.
i am wasting the love you all give me.
better put the hope to my sis.
i overheard what my mum told my piano teacher.
she told her that they were just angry of me now.
and will start later on.
i am really grateful.
i heard that too.
my mum discussing with my dad whether should they give up hope on me.
i really wish i can do sth that can made them feel proud of.
i don know why am i crying.
i knoe it is my fault.
but i am still crying...
i have got so much to do.
yet so little time.
i really useless.
b r e n d a .
i love euu.
thanks for always cheering me up when i am sad.
but some and again.
i disappoint euu.
i promised that i won't looked down on myself.
but viewing of what i did in my whole 13years 94 days.
i think i should be.
i'm sorry.
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